Yea, well, so I was sitting here with a cat in my lap. Literally, I swear!! It's a stray cat, dunno when it entered my room! But it has been a regular here now. It's nice. Having company.
Hm. Still don't have a job. That's been playing on my mind a lot lately. I try to push it away, but it just keeps clinging on there. Sometimes I feel us humans (which basically means me, extended generically to avoid feeling alienated)waste our thought, our spirit etc on really trivial stuff. Trivial, not because it doesn't matter. Every grain of sand matters, for that matter. But trivial because all of our energy, all of our worrying or thinking, nothing will have any kind of impact on the matter at hand. Trivial because we understand our helplessness in the context. And yet. We keep wasting ourselves on it.
So, today is the last day of 2007. Can't say I have done myself any proud this year. Mostly it has been a down-down journey. I am trying. In fact, I am so jobless, I think I will make some resolutions this year. Their basic emphasis would be to not die. To not kill myself. And to promote life in general, in all aspects of my daily routine. To smile. To just glow!
Never.NEVER buy cherry-mentos. They suck bigtime.